My Other Paths

Sometimes i wonder, what will i study if i didn't study MMU?
There are 2 things i could think of:

1.Game Design( drawing or designing but definetely not PROGRAMMING!!)
After all........tats the original plan i have.......until i go to MMU ( tot the Game Design is designing...)
i know how to draw and i dun think i'll face too much problem by studying that.

2.Acting(haha..........kinda rediculus but i do like acting...)
I know many will think why the hell i wanna act as i dun have a good looking face...........but I always like acting. i enjoy alot while i make a drama last year.......

Well......no use whining now , i stuck at MMU now......... i dun plan to give up on my current study( already study almost 2 year lo......) so the only thing i can do is put more afford on it and graduate it as soon as i can.

Back to Cyber .......again

Haiz........3 weeks holiday pass juz like tat...........
Come bac to Cyber juz to face Supp.........than more subjects to study.........
Almost like there is nothing good coming back here.............
Hope can finish this degree quickly ......so that i wun have to study anymore...i'm done studying....
Maybe when i start working i will hope i go back study but what the heck........

Juz hope i can start working and repay my parents while i can.
This sem plan to study more earlier and no more study be4 exam is next week.
If i still fail like tis ............ i quit..........

maybe la.....

Fail my CP again....................... (>.<)

Yesterday check the result, guess what.......i fail my Computer Programming ........again.
Shit.............can't i at least get some luck..............Start to wonder if i will survive this course..........

New Beginning

Today i have deleted a few topic.....i realise that i complain too much ever since i came to cyberjaya, i even use dirty words in 1 of the topic. 2008 year end 5 days ago.........but i did change alot since last year, i learn alot from those mistakes i made last year and try as hard as i can not to repeat it.

I also get a bad effect to my mind from the last failure( fail TCP and take subb)....i get easilly freak out when i face stress..........keep on thinking on the negative side, think of everything bad that would have happend to me............i seriously dun like it....it couse me not be able to sleep for a few days. Luckilly it began to go away bit by bit..........juz hope this year would be smooth.

My New Year wish? i think i'll wish my family, my friends and those who close to me healthy and well( of couse me as well, i'm not that kind of person that only think of other person .......>.<)